Well, here it is the start of the New Year, and I am finally writing a new post.
Thanksgiving and Christmas went well, family time spent, and joy to be had. I also caught the cold that Starbuck (Monster #2) brought over on Christmas Day. Thanks honey, I could have done without that gift.
My New Year's resolution was unspoken; I just decided to act on it. I signed up for an online writing class with Margie Lawson: Defeat Self-Defeating Behaviors: Allow Writing Productivity and Creativity to Soar
www.writeruniv.
I've had 2 classes already, and expect a third on Tuesday. They are, so far, enlightening. I've taken several pages of notes already. Great ideas, most that I have heard or tried before, but I seem to be more receptive to them this time. Perhaps I am just ready to "hear" them. I like it. What she says makes sense. She is pushing me out of my comfort zone, which is not a bad thing, since my comfort zone has been rather insular of late. If I want to succeed as a writer, I have to overcome the obstacles I keep putting in my own path. Gee, that sounds suspiciously like personal accountability and responsibility.
But this class goes beyond the "No Excuses" shindig that I have tried in the past that just led to more self-recrimmination and brow-beating, and guilt. Hopefully, this class will help me quiet the monkey-mind that plays such a roll in my self-defeating behaviors.
Definition of monkey-mind: the voices chattering in your head which fling negative-leading questions, snide comments about your abilities, guilt, and accusations like rotten fruit. Their miasma leads to fear and disheartenment, and inaction.
Anyway, I am looking forward to meeting up with the Moxie 4 here next weekend. Its been over a month for me, with snow days, Christmas, and illness messing with our schedules. I miss them. I am going through withdrawals.

